Yes I am an immigrant on the U.S and yes I am afraid.
I am afraid of my future in the country I love.
In the country where I cry when I hear the national anthem being played.
In the country where I love having four seasons.
In the country where I am free to express myself.
In the country where I am not judged by my disability.
In the country that I call home.
In the country where I work hard because my parents taught me that's what we have to do to achieve the American Dream.
In the country where I have all my friends.
The country I'll miss and cry for if I am made to leave it behind....
Wednesday, February 22, 2017
Yes I am an immigrant on the U.S and yes I am afraid.
I feel like I'm the last one in this bandwagon but to be honest the way the YouTube's would describe this eye shadow would truly kinda scare me a little cause the way they were describing the consistency was that of a Maybelline color tattoo and I love them but they are truly some what of a base for powder eye shadows or at least that's kinda how I use them so I always ignored the colour Pop craze but today I took the plunge, a $30 plunge to be exact cause that free shipping gets all of us! Lol I'm excited to try it out and see how they work... But I feel like my almost no experience with doing great make up will be a disadvantage with those shadows but I will still try .... I also need to use more vivid colors because I'm truly a neutral eye shadow lover and that limits me a lot so I need to expand my horizons lol
If any one had a great pallet that could help me out in that department I would highly appreciate your input!
Sunday, February 12, 2017
We all buy makeup either by our own choice or by the slight instigation by a YouTuber and then not use it.... I am completely and utterly one of those makeup lovers... I have the ABH Renaissance palette and to this day have not used it.... I also have the lorac pro mega 2 and it's just been slightly swatched lol I know it's a sin! Lmao But life has made it hard for me to have time to be creative and use these colors the way they are supposed to be used... But lately I've been trying to use them more but I just can't find enough time or the right occasion, or to be honest I'm just lazy that day! Lol I wanted to buy the peach palette but I can't see myself using it! I can't be OK with buying new makeup when I have new makeup at home that is not being used, I would just add on to the pile! Lol I will try to get more in the mood more and use those palettes once life slows down a bit because red lipstick does always give me life so I guess I'll start there! Lol
Thursday, February 9, 2017
So, I've had to take a break the past couple of months due to many different things some include my health and others have to do with the daily news and how it affects so many people including me.... I am a political person and I lean extremely liberal but I also respect everyone's point of view and beliefs... I cannot sit here and pretend like the last couple of months have been easy because they haven't... Wether you support the new president or not you cannot deny that some of his actions/words have caused many people much concern... I am not innocent and I always knew there were people who didn't like others simply because of religion, country of origin, color, sex, sexuality; but I always thought that it was getting better that not so many still believed that those differances/qualities were "bad" thing... What ever happens next I have hope that things will get better that we will come together all by our selves and not count on the president to do it for us but for us to do it because it's the right thing! I have hope that some people notice how beautiful this country is because of how different we all are....
" And what ever you do, do it with kindness and love..."
~1 Corinthians 16:14-16
Monday, August 29, 2016
I've been seeing a lot of "My morning routine" videos and in my point of view the always have some type of fakeness ..... Ain't no one that happy in the morning! I guess I just want to see a blog style morning routine video, maybe that way they'll include things people actually do and feel like in the morning.... I guess some videos need more realness than editing, like leave all the crazy "nasty" things in there because most of us probably do the same and it would make them seem more like us people who don't have a YouTube channel! Lol Maybe it's just me but that would be a video I could actually relate to and give a thumbs up! Lol
Friday, August 26, 2016
What can I say?! My August favorite has got to be the Sephora Color Switch by Vera Mona!!! It's a round flat black sponge that you can use to take the color of any brush! I can't tell you how much this was needed in the life of makeup lovers! Buying two or three of the same brushes just so that you don't get two colors on the same brush and mess up your look! This works by you just swirling your brush on it and the color is gone and you can just rinse it out let it dry and keep using it to swatch out colors! It's so simple but yet so genius just like the beauty blender one day you don't think you need it and when you have it you wonder how you ever lived without it!!! Lmao
The price is $18, two dollars cheaper than a beauty blender.... You can find it in the section where the brushes/tools are.... Try it out and if you don't love it you can always return it! :)
Wednesday, August 24, 2016
Being an epileptic is not something I ever thought I would have to deal with! I already had so much teenager crap to deal with and then my brain decided it was too much! My epilepsy is possibly caused by stress, I can only handle so much of it.... And then there were the meds! All the pills they give and then take away to find the perfect combination to keep you seizure free, it's like trying different alcohols until you make the perfect cocktail lol.... We took a while to figure out my combination (having partials and gran mal at once didn't help either) but now that we've found it I haven't had a Gran Mal in almost a year! Partials I will always have but not as bad as before! I take what can get! Lol
But sometimes I really feel them, sometimes not even the meds help!
Migraines suck too which I got pills for but don't take as often because I already take too many milligrams and I don't wanna add more, I just deal with the pain until it goes away!
I finally got a job after so many applications, they say it's illegal to deny a job because of a disability but they still do it so for me to have this job even if I start out washing dishes is a great thing for me.... Idk hopefully I will also get my license too (if I stay seizure free) and be able to at least get to my appointments..... Lol I just have to have hope and always think positive!!! :)