Monday, August 29, 2016

YouTube morning routine videos...

I've been seeing a lot of "My morning routine" videos and in my point of view the always have some type of fakeness ..... Ain't no one that happy in the morning! I guess I just want to see a blog style morning routine video, maybe that way they'll include things people actually do and feel like in the morning.... I guess some videos need more realness than editing, like leave all the crazy "nasty" things in there because most of us probably do the same and it would make them seem more like us people who don't have a YouTube channel! Lol Maybe it's just me but that would be a video I could actually relate to and give a thumbs up! Lol

Friday, August 26, 2016

August Beauty Favorite!!!!

What can I say?! My August favorite has got to be the Sephora Color Switch by Vera Mona!!! It's a round flat black sponge that you can use to take the color of any brush! I can't tell you how much this was needed in the life of makeup lovers! Buying two or three of the same brushes just so that you don't get two colors on the same brush and mess up your look! This works by you just swirling your brush on it and the color is gone and you can just rinse it out let it dry and keep using it to swatch out colors! It's so simple but yet so genius just like the beauty blender one day you don't think you need it and when you have it you wonder how you ever lived without it!!! Lmao
The price is $18, two dollars cheaper than a beauty blender.... You can find it in the section where the brushes/tools are.... Try it out and if you don't love it you can always return it! :)

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Living with Epilepsy.....

Being an epileptic is not something I ever thought I would have to deal with! I already had so much teenager crap to deal with and then my brain decided it was too much! My epilepsy is possibly caused by stress, I can only handle so much of it.... And then there were the meds! All the pills they give and then take away to find the perfect combination to keep you seizure free, it's like trying different alcohols until you make the perfect cocktail lol.... We took a while to figure out my combination (having partials and gran mal at once didn't help either) but now that we've found it I haven't had a Gran Mal in almost a year! Partials I will always have but not as bad as before! I take what can get! Lol
But sometimes I really feel them, sometimes not even the meds help!
Migraines suck too which I got pills for but don't take as often because I already take too many milligrams and I don't wanna add more, I just deal with the pain until it goes away!
I finally got a job after so many applications, they say it's illegal to deny a job because of a disability but they still do it so for me to have this job even if I start out washing dishes is a great thing for me.... Idk hopefully I will also get my license too (if I stay seizure free) and be able to at least get to my appointments..... Lol I just have to have hope and always think positive!!! :)

Monday, August 22, 2016

Sleepless Nights.....

Sometimes those sleepless nights hit, sometimes all the problems, all the unknowns just hit you and then the stress comes, the anxiety too.... Sometimes nothing can fix it.... You just wish you could fix it or figure out the result or answer, but unfortunately that's not how life works, sometimes you just have to hope for the best and if the your best doesn't happen well then try to make the best out of what did.... Nights like these are the nights where it's only you and your thoughts and those thoughts can send everything into overdrive and sometimes not for the best... Just know that you're not alone that somewhere out there there are people going thru similar struggles and that what ever happens it could be worst depending on your attitude torwards it..... just know that It will all be ok.....